Kundalini Awakening- My Journey Through Madness

This section is an ongoing project. I’ve decided to remove some articles originally published in this section and I shuffled remaining ones. I believe they read best in the following order:

The Secret Fire

Love story, Land of Synchronicity, Beginning of the Whole Journey

Bliss of Divine Lovers

Tantric Thelema- Union of the Opposites

Tantric Thelema- Magick Crossroads

The Brink of Madness

Beginning of the Fall

Tantric Thelema- Ra-Hoor-Khuit

Tantric Thelema- The Shield of Radiance

 

 

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